I paint nothing, and only by painting nothing can anything be revealed

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I paint. I paint to find things about myself that I otherwise would not have access to.

Things about me, about the world I live in, the relationships we have with each other, the relationships we don't. 
I paint to figure out why I felt a certain way about a total stranger, or to find something new in a life-long friend.
...to find out what I meant when I said what it was that I said.
I paint the  s p a c e s  in between. 
I paint to expose myself and to explore myself.
I am letting go of the fear of failure and just painting whatever comes, whenever it comes.
I paint nothing, and only by painting nothing can anything be revealed.